Hello mother I truly love you,

I hope you know I'll always need you.

I make mistakes I'm not perfect,

But I hope your proud,

And one day this will all be worth it.

I still cry and your hugs I crave,

I'm your little girl no matter what my age.
Your life advice has always helped,
It hurts that this is the hand we have been dealt.

Hello mother please don't leave me,

I hope you know I still need you.

I can't be strong I don't know how to,

Without you here who will I cry too?

Quiet the noise

I close my eyes

Dreams who dreams

I hear the screams

Can't hide lovely blue eyes

Run through green

Shush the screams

No matter how far

The sounds are scars

Sweet blonde hair

But life's not fair

Always there the screams

Dreams no dreams

No sound

Not a beat

Can't hear your voice

She can not sleep

Eyes are wide

Breath is slow

She just wonders 

Where do I go

The dark is dense

But still she goes

Walking through darkness

Her heart beats slow

Door after door

On the left on the right 

All seem empty

Not one shows light 

Forever awake

No joy no fear

Stuck in a living nightmare

She can't even shed tears

In this darkness

She's seems doomed to be

There will be no happiness

For all of this nights eternity.

So here I go right? The beginning of something great I'm starting a blog. But with so many people making blogs now a days what will set mine apart? I could tell you my story, or share what I do on a day to day basis. But that's been done many times. No my blog isn't going to be that. My blog is going to be about my love for words. I take a word just one single word, I repeat it, I define it, I rhyme it, then i write it. I take this word that pops into my head at the most random time and I make it the basis of a poem. Throughout my short life I have written many poems but have shared so few. Some say I'm a perfectionist, but really I'm just scared. I'm scared to share something that means so much to me, to the world, to be criticized. But what is life without taking a risk right? So here's my blog here's what I love.